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I had a flash right before the fight scene that the “tough chick” and the “tough guy” were my parents, but I forgot to mention this.

You’re a lucky bunch today! Three posts from this morning:

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On Thursday morning, I had one of the most clear dreams I've had in a very long time.

The dream is set in college/high school.  I am the age I am now, but people around me are of college age and are college acquaintances.  It starts off in college, then moves toward something like high school.

The dream starts off with me in the shower.  My head has gotten wet, but I quickly realize that there is no soap.  Somehow, I have ended up at college, away from home, and I have forgotten to bring soap.  There isn't any real chance for me to get the soap from home, so I have to go buy some.

I wrap a towel around myself.  The towel is a big bath sheet and covers my torso and hips (just like I wear the towel in real life).  As I am walking down the tile stairs that appear to lead upwards to the tub I was in, I notice somebody to my right.  I know him to be one of my roommates from college, except that the character in my dream does not look like this roommate.  The character is much, much fatter.  I have entered a rounded, tiled room which is something like a locker room shower area, and my roommate is standing underneath one of the shower heads.  He is fully-clothed, and the water is just pouring down over his head.  He is soaking wet, and not moving.  He is barely even breathing.

In real life, this roommate is a Christian, and I've always had an impression of him as being very in-the-box.

I leave the roommate behind.  I am now walking through a hallway that resembles the hallways in the high school I attended.  I am still wrapped in a towel, and I believe I am holding it up with one of my hands as I walk.  Despite this, I am walking through the hallways with an air of confidence.  As I walk, some people look askance at me, but most people don't seem to particularly notice.  I interact with a few people, and they seem to act normally with me.  I do not remember any of the details of the conversations I've had, only that they were light-hearted and jocular.

I have now entered a clothing store.  I have a credit card in my hand, ready to make a purchase.  In particular, I am looking at the underwear selection, but I can't seem to find anything that fits me.  At one point, I am holding up a large, satiny pair of briefs that I decide won't work, so I don't buy them.

I am now briefly in a room much like the main office of a school, still wearing a towel.  I think there might have been people there, but I was in that room so briefly that it barely mattered.  I step out of this outer office into an inner office.  I have in my mind some sort of administrative information to ask the person in there, but either as soon as I enter the room or as soon as the door shuts, I forget my question.  In the room is a woman that I feel I recognize but am unable to identify.  She is wearing a white turtleneck sweater and was sitting in a chair, facing the door when I entered.  She says to me, "You need to talk to somebody."  She says this not as a demand or an imperative, but simply as an observation of fact.  At this point, I sit down in a chair over to the right and feel a deep, poignant sadness.  Included in the woman's observation is an understanding that I can also talk to her, if I like.

At this point, I awake, and I feel a sense of clarity and restedness.  The thought in my mind is, "I need to be empirical and observant."

Incidentally, this would have been at about the same time that Beth had her dream about her step-mother, posted elsewhere.

So, I’ve noticed over the years that my hairline is slowly receding, especially above the temples. It’s the pattern of baldness on my mother’s side, it would seem, and that’s the way the theory goes, so hey, that’s fine. But last night I had a dream in which I was much balder than I am now, except it was only on one side of my head–the left side, I think, and it was bald as far back as maybe my ear while the other side wasn’t nearly as bald. In the dream, I attributed the advanced baldness on the left side to another phenomenon I’ve noticed in my body, which is that the right side of my body, while dominant, appears to be slightly “older” than my left. That is, I started getting extra hair on the right side of my body before I got it on the left. How that works out to me balding on the left side of my head, however, I’m really not sure.