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Passive Aggression
18 March 2009
Wherein I discuss an epiphany, a conversation, a dream…
And to Rich: I apologize for acting out the other night. I was experiencing a great deal of irritation and had not even attempted to process it before responding to you.
And regarding self-excoriation: I’m not trying to beat myself up for the past–I cannot change it; I simply want to recognize what this habit is costing me, especially in what’s been going on recently.
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I appreciate the apology. The insights you had about this were very helpful.
I felt pretty worried and anxious after communication stopped. Colleen and I spoke about it and couldn't figure it out, so I would appreciate your feedback from the interaction. Negative feedback or not, I want to know if I am acting out someway so I don't hurt my friends. Let me know if you have some time one of these evenings to Skype about it.